Otori-Maya

Charlotte Hall

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Living in a dream world by Otori-Maya, literature

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Living in a dream world

Living in a dream world In every bodies mind Victims of their torments Intimidated and caused to hide Nothingness polluting world wide Giving people unsettling dreams Interesting things are never said Never looking into the reality of life Always being afraid. Dreamers are always dreaming. Remembering a time of having fun Every time they leave their world Again their scared back into hiding. Memories of friends are short Wounds seem to never heal Over whelming dread and despair Recovery can never happen. Loathing drags them on Deeper in to their dreams

A Name by Otori-Maya, literature

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A Name

What is a name? If not that which given by others, Then the shackles that bind use to life, If we had no name, Would we still be bound? Or could we cross the border? The line that defines the known from the un-known Or is it the case, That if we have no name we do not exist? That know one will know of us… And there for can not exist?? If we have no name but someone knows us Can we exist or will they give us a name, To make it easy to tell others about us. What is a name? It is the shackles that bind us For we are nothing and no one without it, But ever nothing and no one is a name for something!

You and Me by Otori-Maya, literature

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You and Me

You’re not mine, You never where, Despite what happened, You belong with her! I know I could never have you, So why do I feel like this? Why do I get a knot on my stomach, Every time I see you with her? I can’t bear to stand and watch, All I want to do is turn and run, Or walk right up and throw my arms around you, Claim you for my own! There’s something inside that says to wait, My days with you will come again, Some day I will hold you again! And not have to worry about people, Their eyes starring me down till I turn and run! Now I am living in a dream! I should know, She will never let you go, She loves you to much, T

Silence by Otori-Maya, literature

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Silence

All around me there is silence, No small birds, no screaming children! I can’t hear a sound. People all around But not a word to be said, Is it me, is it them? I must run, I must hide, I am lost I am alone, Know one to turn to Know were to hide I must face the silence The silence is me I must stand for my dreams I must face… Her, The one who put my world in silence! That didn’t work, Could it be, no it couldn’t My friends wouldn’t shut me out, Plunge me into darkness, Make me suffer in silence… Would she?? She wouldn’t listen, I need her, I try again, She listens, we talk The silence leaves and the

The Madness by Otori-Maya, literature

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The Madness

When I lie here in my room Intent on removal from life Living in shadows Living in sorrow Time passing never quickly Hearing nothing Except my heart beat Madness surrounds me Always present Demanding my life Never leaving me or letting me scream Executing me from the inside out Showing no signs of letting me live Showing no signs of freedom or mercy Every day getting further away from reality Vivid images reach me of my friends and family Every one hitting me harder Reminding me of what I’m leaving behind Letting me go, not trying to help Every day they watch me and laugh Always laughing never crying Victims of insanity Everyday I s

Love Is by Otori-Maya, literature

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Love Is

Love is a dream A dream worth living for A dream we all need! Love is a blessing A blessing worth having A blessing worth us all Love is a gift A gift worth giving A gift worth getting Love is a medicine A medicine that cures most A medicine worth taking Love is a God A God worth believing in A God worth praying for Love is a peace A peace all hearts desire A peace all hearts can have Love is a truth A truth no one can hide A truth that will always be told Love is a word A word that passes from one mouth to the other A word that can mean the world to someone I will always love… I will always have a dream… I have a gift t

Possesion by Otori-Maya, literature

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Possesion

As I sit here in my slumber Sound surrounding me But never reaching my ears Pain like electric running through my chest Darkness clouding my eyes Invisible hands clutching and shaking my head The world spinning around me as small voices whispering in my ears confuse my mind, My body shaking uncontrollably Tears rolling down my cheeks Like rocks down a mountainside As cold as ice in the middle of winter Firm hands clutch my shaking shoulders A steady voice, Friendly, light and kind Calling my name Slowly reaches my ears Nail marks run down the side of my face Scares to remind me of my attempts My will and want to remove the whispers and confus

A Sea of Graves by Otori-Maya, literature

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A Sea of Graves

Stones as far as the eye can see, Seas of grey, black and white, The whimpers of loved ones, No man should have to suffer so War just leads To this sea of graves, A never ending sea of pain, As you walk through the pillars of stone Looking at the names etched on each, Hoping not to see A family member … Or friend You walk on and on… Hoping the worst will not happen Then it does, Always when you don’t want it to You stop and stair, A familiar name etched in black, The burning in your head, The water leaking from your eyes, You fall to your knees and wonder Why are they here? In the sea of graves, What happened out there? In

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Bound By Strings by Otori-Maya, literature

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Bound By Strings

A girl of ten bound by strings, Tied at the wrist, the heal, the knee, They locked her in a room And threw the key. A girl bound by strings, She walked a day, a night, a day, The ropes were tight, the knots strong There was no light, not even a ray. A girl bound by strings Not a cry, not a whimper, There was no sound as she walked, She had no strength, not even her temper. A girl bound by strings, The path wound down and over the hill, Who put her in this would? Who took away her freedom and her will? A girl bound by strings She cries not tears of water but of blood, The rivers run red not white, The ground beneath her feet

Peace After War by Otori-Maya, literature

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Peace After War

The peace that follows war Isn’t peace at all, People’s hearts are broken People’s homes are empty Men sleep eternal in beds, With missing arms and legs! Families kneel by mass marked graves Many men lye in peace beneath the soil, Most lye in lonely unmarked pits Many people are missing or killed in secret And most call this peace I still call it war War never leads to peace, War just leads to death and pain, The only thing that will ever lead to peace Is peace itself!

Silent Room by Otori-Maya, literature

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Silent Room

In the silence of the room The scribing of the pen on paper The forming of each word Echoes of the walls Like speech down a wishing well when heard My fingers ach with every written letter Words spilling from my lips Marking the unmarked paper The singing in my ear As soft as mice across the floor But one that only I will hear My eyes slide closed with hidden grace To let me sleep in a hidden slumber Cloth lane across me, it feels like lace Silence from within my chest My heart beats with a hidden secret This is only a short rest Though they thing it is not For tomorrow I will wake to see the light of a new day To tell the secret that hides w

Why Can't I Be Normal by Otori-Maya, literature

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Why Can't I Be Normal

every time i look around i see nothing but black everytime i look in someones eyes i see thier inner most secrets Why cant i be normal? why cant i be like the other boys and girls if someone has a problem they come to me... i dont know what i say but i must say something to help as they always seem to come back for more... most call me names they dont know me they wont take the time to try what i look like on the outside is nothing compare to what im like on the inside... it doesnt matter where i go... its always the same they point there fingers and laugh i can feel thier eyes on me as i walk by with my head low my alms folded shealding my h

Why can't she let go? by Otori-Maya, literature

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Why can't she let go?

Why can't she let go, Why is it so difficult? Everyone keeps saying the same thing... But still she wont listen... Why? Why can't she let go? Every day i listen to her heart braking tale Of how she can't let go How she can't move on.. We tell her time and time again She just wont listen to us... WHY?? I've tried everything I know... Showing her what hes like, Telling her, Getting her friends to tell her Yet she wont listen, Why can't she just let him go, Is letting go of someone really that hard Shes so young, She has her whole life ahead of her, Yet she wont listen to me or them... Why, why, why??

Whispers and a Knife by Otori-Maya, literature

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Whispers and a Knife

Whispers, All around me there are whispers, Everywhere I look, Everywhere I turn, There is never silence, Only whispers, They don’t won’t me around, Always whispering when my back is turned, Or when I’m out of the room, Then they fall silent when I enter, But I can still here the whispers ringing through my ears, If they don’t like what I decide to do… Why do they say they do…? It just leads to more whispers if they don’t say what’s on their mind Whispers, All around me there are whispers, Sentences of hushed words strung together with hatred and discussed, Never saying what’s really on

I wish by Otori-Maya, literature

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I wish

I wish each night as I go to sleep that people would guest go away My life passes before me as I sleep I wish the world would stop spinning I wish they could let me go… I wish every night as I go to sleep that that tomorrow will be different I open my eyes the next morning and still every thing is the same I wish things could be different I wish they could let me go… I wish every night as I go to sleep that I wouldn’t awake the next day I sleep and my life is at peace, but I awake again... I wish that every thing would be back to normal But there not… I wish every day as I awake that today might change history Bu

A Sea of Graves by Otori-Maya, literature

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A Sea of Graves

Possesion by Otori-Maya, literature

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Love Is by Otori-Maya, literature

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Love Is

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About Otori-Maya

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United Kingdom
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Uni!! Wood woop!!
Favourite genre of music: Disney!! Like ow my god!!
Favourite style of art: anime
Operating System: TEA!!
MP3 player of choice: My phone
Shell of choice: depends which mcm I'm planning for
Wallpaper of choice: Makona
Skin of choice: myself....
Personal Quote: just remember... Happy tears
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The names Maya... well in here it is anyway...
We live in a cruel world were nothing is what it seems...
Never take things at face value...
Look deeper within something... or someone...
Look for what they want... not what you think they want...
Things change with every glance or look we take...
In every sight we see there is deeper meaning... look for it... hunt for it...
Soon you will see that not everything we do is desired, and not everything we say wants to be heard...
Every sight, sound or smell can be inspiration to a writer…
Let you family be your inspiration…
And let your imagination be the guide.

Favourite Movies

Anything Tom burton!!

Favourite TV Shows

Does anime count?? If so then Pandora hearts..... If not then blatantly Bones!!!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nickelback or my chemical romance.... Though I'm not that picky

Favourite Books

Vampire diaries! Or the inheritance cycle

Favourite Games

Dungeons and dragons or Prince or Persia

Tools of the Trade

A camera or a pen and paper with help from my mental state

Other Interests

Writing whats in my heart

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Otori-Maya

Feb 14, 2013

The next step

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Ok so I have finally finished having a good clear out of all my pictures and their all organised (really should have learnt to do that years ago) and I'm finally managing to get some new stuff up... It's nice to know I hive somewhere to share it all again rather than it all collection virtual cobwebs in a folder somewhere..... The new Society Page is finally up and running for the Harry Potter Society at my Uni.... My next task is to finally get to grips with HTML programming and CSS programming... Lol lets home the blond moments hold of till then... Well bless be for now guys xx

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Otori-Maya

Feb 4, 2013

A new beginning

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Hey guys!!!! It's been a long time and the worlds kept turning with my updates.... Lots had happened in the time I have been away..... I'm at Uni now... New friends... New house... New man.... New life.... I have a new found love for anime and manga so you should expect to see lots of anime related posts... I'm of to MCM in may for my second year running and my cosplay outfit is designing itself nicely... Hehehehe.... I have new pets.... One of which lives with me in my student house the other lives with mum back home.... I'm helping run the Harry potter society at Uni... I'm a sucker for punishment... So there will probably be lots of p

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Otori-Maya

Feb 4, 2013

A new beginning

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MichelleKnightDA

Feb 11, 2013

Thank you so much for the watch! I really appreciate it <3

Your very welcome!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I havent talked to you in like forever... << >> and schools almost out! At least here it is... << >> i so wanna talk to you!!!! *rolls around like a moron*

Otori-Maya

Jun 11, 2006

Hay kitty... school is out here for me... im on exam leave... my last exam is a week tomorrow!!!!!!!! i cant belive it!!! i cant wait to talk to u properly at some point... loads to catch up on... *jumps around bein a dick in exitment* lol

HomicidalKittyFluffy

Jun 12, 2006

lol I cant wait either! I still got like... 3 days... >.< I envy you... *shakes fist* lol j/k yeah! we do have a lot to catch up! ttyl!!! X3

Otori-Maya

Jun 12, 2006

Things r so cool at the moment... I got a new DA name... Otori-Kaede... you have to come on yahoo cometime so we can talk properly!! cant wait!!

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vanmaniac

Jun 2, 2006

sorry kind of late but thankyou for the watch!!!